I hate...no matter how hard I try, I end up hating...right now, there's two of you...and I damn you both to hell....

It was hard seeing you around...because I am reminded of how I was before with you..pathetic, weak, nice, always giving way to what you want.  people would say that's only because I am a good person and that's good...but by golly, I am no saint! i, too, get tired...and this time, I see how selfish you truly are..you only love yourself...true I was also in the wrong, but that does not excuse how you have reacted...what a brat you are...and no longer am I going to tolerate it.  My life doesn't end when you're not there anyway, so who needs you?  not me for sure. i won't wish you a good life, and I won't say good riddance...i won't do anything...coz now, you are nothing to me..and you do not deserve my friendship.

When I was younger, I thought I'd look for someone like you...you were my idol...my top man...but then, you show your flaws...huge ones, mortal ones!  people say how unbelieveable you have become..how unbelievably callous, that is.  My image of you began to crumble...I try to salvage it but piece by piece, they fall and shatter even more.  I feel betrayed...I try to mask my anger and I succeed.  what an actor i've become.  but then I think if she has managed to accept it, then I can too.  It doesn't absolve you of anything you have done, no, not at all.  i will never condone it and I hate you right now, but I also have to let you know...I still love you and I remain hopeful.  If nothing changes or you get worse, well, you will get what you deserve sometime soon.